iam

This is where identity meets introspection. iam stands for “I am Alberto J. Marzan,” but it is more than just initials. It is a space where I explore the nature of self, the experiences that shape me and the perspectives that drive my work.

These writings reflect my journey, my thoughts and my search for meaning in an ever-evolving world. My most recent personal reflections live here honest, unfiltered and deeply connected to the moments that define my path.

A collection of journal entries from August 30, 2022, to the present.

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Crave

the intensity of me, your hurt, your loneliness and vindictiveness will show up as cravings.

Alberto Marzan 2/24/23 Alberto Marzan 2/24/23

Words

Words can inspire and bring us hope. or make us feel like we can't cope. They can uplift and make us feel strong, or cause us to question where we belong.

Alberto Marzan 2/10/23 Alberto Marzan 2/10/23

Mimetic Desires

Mimetic Desires: the act of adopting another persons desires and owning as ours.

Alberto Marzan 1/31/23 Alberto Marzan 1/31/23

Inside

The deep connection between music, movement, and human evolution has shaped our development. From the rhythm of walking to the energy that flows through us. A journey into the power of sound from the inside out.

Alberto Marzan 1/21/23 Alberto Marzan 1/21/23

Found

would you do it again if it meant you could be found. would you chose to follow what feels normal and power through the pain? let the headache fade away ❤️.

Alberto Marzan 1/19/23 Alberto Marzan 1/19/23

Disastrous Consequence

I would love to take care of that thing inside you that they don’t know about yet I can see so clearly, please even if strategically…

Alberto Marzan 8/30/22 Alberto Marzan 8/30/22

No Choice

chosen and unchosen pain and they both help to push away the things in life that damage us. thank you evolution for being so malevolent to curse us with the ability to suffer from pain.